Its about 4:40am and I am sitting in the dark. Just watched a movie. What do I realise? That I am lonely. Before last week was over, it was 8 years since I cried. Now I have sobbed like a new born baby not beeing feed enough.
What will I do now? Cry some more? Probably not, I hope that I will work my ass off. Thats what I hope. Avoiding whatever stuiped ideas of remedy I have for this broken life.
Perhaps I will tell the story in 5 years and laugh about it. How I was young and stupied. But not today, not now. After this post, I hope togo deeply technical. Not emotional...
Just need to get my beauty sleep first... then technical...
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